graduation and the rest of my life

well, i graduate tomorrow. i have been so prepared for this day all year. so excited to be leaving the public school system. as much as i'd like to state that i am prepared to go out into the adult world, i'm a little hesitant. i wish to stay in a limbo state between the two. like the summer that is rapidly approaching. that is the time i wish to stay in. before i have to go off to college, but after being considered a child. i am, however, ready to pursue a life with Jason. i believe that i have it all right this time around. i am ready to set out on a new path. i am ready to make life-changing decisions. i can do it all with Jason holding my hand to keep my balance between success and failing. is it that simple? to just rely all of your hopes and dreams on the partnership of a person? i hope so.