when you are holding me, i feel faint. when you're upset with me, i can't breathe. being with you is like falling, the trip is simultaneously wonderful and frightening and if it ends, i'd die. you mean everything to me Jason, and i want you to know that i want to spend the rest of my life with you. as much as i cry, as much as i screw up, you stay by me. i want this for the rest of my life. i know that we're young but when has that ever stopped anyone? who says that we can't make up our mind at our age?