to be quite honest, i'm quite scared. i sign up for my classes tuesday and i don't know how well it's going to go. i mean, i know that i will be attending, i just don't know how it's going to be paid for. if i don't qualify for my scholarship, i'm going to have to take out a loan to pay for it. #foreverindebt
i don't know if i can do that. not only that, but i don't know how i could tell my parents that i didn't make the grades to keep my scholarship. that's going to be the hardest part.
it's going to be a big blow to my life. i just want to get out of here. to move out and progress with my own life, make my own mistakes, and breathe fresh air.
